Well, yesterday was really busy. Our son John and our little 3 year old grandson Romeo were here for the day. Christine works part time. Then she came here after a few hours and then John went to work.
Romeo kept us laughing. Jim was painting the living room and he had asked John to move the piano. We asked Romeo to help and we made him think he moved the piano himself. What a good boy he was yesterday.
I fixed burritos for lunch and then, when Christine got here in late afternoon, she ate some, too. We had a big lettuce salad to go with it all.
John fixed my vacuum sweeper. Thank the Lord. He oiled it with tractor oil. The roller at the bottom was stuck and wouldn't go around and kept breaking belts. Iit had already broken three belts just lately. So Jim and John went to Wal-Mart and got another belt. They didn't have the right size and so John got one he thought would fit. He stretched it himself and put it on the vacuum, and it runs like a top. Very funny stuff.
John can fix anything. He also fixed my printer. Now I have the Underground Press up and running. I can be a real radical now -- if I just had the time. I am a Sister of a New Revolution when I have time. Oh, my goodness, who ever heard of such a thing? And I showed John my front page of my newsletter. He says, "Oh, yeah, a Zine." We talked again about how they have these in NYC and they sell them on the street corner. "Zines" are little homemade magazines, usually with some political idea in it.
We printed off one of my writings and John says, "Mom, why isn't there any spaces between sentences or paragraphs? It would look better with spaces," And, yes, it would but if I put spaces between paragraphs, then it runs all together in the end. This e-machine is just like a Morse Code or something. It's not for fancy stuff. As I write and run outta space, the bare spots run together. If I put dots on it, it won't. But something has to be there -- the spaces won't stay there. Anyway, I am thankful for John's help. This way, I will put some printed pages in with the handwritten pages. But the Zine will have a look, I hope, of being mostly handwritten.
John said that a lot of hippies write these Zines. Oh, wow, and I am such a hippie at heart. So when I can, I can't wait to get goin' on my Zine! I do need to write in the mornings on the e-machine. It's my prayer time and a time to organize my thoughts. It's so easy to come here and just write out what I feel. And then to have the Lord speak to me.
One thing that has stuck in my mind lately is this message of Joyce's about money. Man, every Christian show has her on there being interviewed. She gave her testimony the other day on a Christian show. It sounded like mine. Man, I about swallowed my teeth. She must be about my age. Those Christian men who interview her just sit on the edge of their seats. They just love her.
She has this message about blessing herself. About everyone loves money and new cars and we as Christians should all have them. Because otherwise folks will think the Christians are poor and no one will want to be one. Um. I can't believe people swallow this stuff. And she says that God will take your money if ya don't share it with the poor. And she tells the story about Ruth Anne who volunteers in the ministry and how the Lord told Joyce to give Ruth Anne her red dress she had in the closet. I am thinkin' why can't Joyce pay Ruth Anne, as she certainly has the money, and why is God telling her to give Ruth Anne an old dress of hers instead? And for people who only think spiritually with a bag of $$$ under their arm that they plan to keep, then Joyce is the Voice for you.
Lady Preachers
And, ya know, so many of these $$ preachers really think that everyone wants to be rich at any cost. And they pull on people's lust for riches. But, see, what the flock is looking for is truth? And if someone showed them the truth, many would choose the truth over $$.
People are hurting in our world, and looking for answers. Many would do anything to be set free of drugs or alcohol. Money will not set them free -- the truth sets the captive free. The truth upon the heart of a man who is bound in sin is his million dollars. When Jim was lost in sin, nothing would set him free. He went to doctors and counselors and had EEG tests. He went to churches where they cast the demons out. And that worked for a while. Giving him a million dollars wouldn't have made a bit of difference to him. Satan don't care if you are a millionaire or not.
These women out preaching are just making the bands of wickedness tighter. They call the women at home to money and to a career. They are helping these women dig a ditch to be buried in.
The truth sets the captive free and is worth all the money in the world. The truth is that mother is called as Keeper at home and the home is her ministry and her college. A woman at home must deal with truth as "her give and take" -- as her trade. The $$ should be handled by the husband or at least under his covering. Mother should be free to have a tender heart as she is the children's teacher. She has to be free to have her babies in peace and rest.
Our Mary grieves for her baby. Wwe wept on the phone together again yesterday. Mary longs for more babies and this is her yearning for the Lord. This is her place of suffering and, out of this, Mary will learn the deep things of the Spirit. She told me yesterday that she told Brandon, "I love my mother so much, I could never live in another state and be away from her."
I gave Mary my life. She was always home schooled. I was free to give her my life. Jim protected me. I hid away to raise her for Jesus. She says, "Mom, I love Brandon and I love caring for him when he is sick." Oh, it's hell watching her go through such heartache. And yet I have given her to the Lord and He alone must raise her. All of my children are taught of the Lord and great is their peace.
Brandon has the best insurance but it hasn't helped him to get well. Throwing money at Brandon won't help him. But through prayer and truth, he is set free. Yesterday he did well and I think today he has gone to work.
I remember right after Jim was saved, I was fighting so hard to keep afloat and to cast down fear. And MaryL had a class with tapes about Christian women in their homes. Man, I drank that class up like a starving woman. I mean I knew about submission and all, but I was under such attack from the devil. I needed a weekly class to go to. And this class really fed my spirit. It was truth and it was worth a million dollars to me.
Then later Dixie had gone under and lost her way as wife and mother. And out on her farm, the spirit of Wisdom came to her and her eyes were opened to the truth. I was again starving for the truth as time had gone on. And then I received the Bible wisdom for mothers at home. I would have died of a broken heart had I not gotten the truth. And so many women are dying -- just falling dead in their tracks because of lack of truth. Many have diseases they can't find a cure for because they carry burdens for the family that they shouldn't carry. It is too heavy for them.
God has a place of spiritual authority for the mother at home. Mother is the truth bearer. She is intercessor and a silent example. As she moves, so moves her world. Protect your heart for out of it are the issues of life. Mother's true heart is a child's first teacher. As I stay strong with truth, Mary will be strong, and my children will come into order. As mother moves in silent duty, she moves the spiritual world around.
Truth Bearer
Mother can move the spirit realm as she bears the truth in her heart. She can move circumstances around with the truth as she prays it, but mostly lives it. With her hands, she is either walking in truth or her hands are idle and she is destroying her home. As she sets her house in order, she sets her world in order. She moves the waves of spiritual darkness out of her way as she cares for the children and keeps her house clean. Mother's steps upon the old kitchen floor moves to righteousness as she bakes her bread and makes supper in her skillet. And her home becomes a place of Truth and righteousness. And His will is done on earth as it is done in heaven.
See, the truth is what will bring revival in our world. Truth stands alone and doesn't need money to lift if off. Truth is enough, and it is powerful. Once the truth is ignited, then it alone changes the atmosphere. It pulls the goodness of God into place and it moves the wickedness out the door and back to its rightful place in hell.
Truth may or may not make you rich -- it depends on God and His call to you. But a woman doesn't need to go out and get a job and go against the Lord in order for truth to be exalted. Truth doesn't ride on the wheels of riches unless that is what God Himself uses. To seek riches is the wrong door. Don't seek riches; seek the truth. Seek the Word of the Bible. Truth will bring prosperity. And Bible prosperity is a roof over your head and food for the day and clothes. Having food and clothes, be content. If your money hasn't come through your walking in the truth, then why would you want it? I mean you ain't goin' anywhere as a believer without the Truth.
See, preachers say, "Oh, we all gotta get together and give our $$$ to Brother Whoever so that Jesus can come back." No, what we want for our country is revival. And no revival is gonna come until the truth is preached and taught on a regular basis. No man can be set free without the truth. He can't be convicted of his sins if he doesn't know he is in sin. And he can't repent and be saved as he don't know what to repent of. If a person will confess their sins, He is is just and righteous to forgive them their sins and cleanse them from all unrighteousness.
A wayward husband will be saved by the actions of the wife. (1 Peter 3) The wife becomes like Jesus at the cross and her obedience wins her husband to Christ.
We could not be saved unless Jesus died for us. He was the just for the unjust. He was without sin and He didn't deserve to die. But He went willingly to the cross and died a very cruel death for us. He took Satan captive and fought him in his own domain. Jesus did all of this as the true lamb of God. Jesus is truth and only He could die for us. Truth was put upon the cross and He was obedient.
God published Jesus and His story of redemption. The Bible is the inspired word of the Living God. Throughout the ages, man has tried to destroy the Bible. But he Lord God has protected the TRUTH. And it is still here with us today. The Bible was not protected by men of high influence and money. Well, to some extent, it was. But to many, the Bible was only a set of rules. The true believers are the ones who really protected the word of God. They died for the Word of God. The Truth was their meat and drink. They lived for Christ and ended up as martyrs who died for Christ and His Truth.
Don't fall for a Social Gospel that has no power except $$ power. Money power stands pale in the light of the Power of Truth. Truth and righteousness and a desire to obey God is what will set your home free. Maybe you need money for groceries -- well, pray and God will give them to you. Yes, we need $$, but it is not the power of God.
And the Word was hidden and the Bible was kept safely. Now we have the women preachers out there every day taking the word of God and blaspheming it as told in Titus 2. They are destroying it.
Burning Bibles
So now days, we don't need Satan's henchmen to hide or burn our Bibles. We have the women preachers to do it for us as they preach deception. We can thank women preachers who preach careers for married women in the church. Sins that have taken the Star of the Home out of the home to go build upon the temples of Egypt. She won't submit to her own husband but will submit to another man who owns a business and now he owns her. And she does this all in the name of her own freedom and rights. And she makes her $$$ so she can give more $$ to God, or to Joyce so that Jesus can come again. Now Daycare owns her children who don't know Joyce and Satan makes 'em sick, as Daycare of full of diseases. Strep throat is the god of the hour.
As Mother has left the home and her place as Truth Bearer, we now have gay rights to deal with. I mean in the church and out of it, too. We have abortion and divorce, child porn, and all of these sins that are deceptions and represent the home where mother is absent. Her pedestal has been torn down as wife and prayer warrior as Queen over the Nursery. She is gone and out looking for happiness in fulfilling herself. In her absence, it seems her live in boyfriend is molesting the children. And no one can say she shouldn't be shackin' up, as "it's ok" and it is now "ok" in the church.
As the TRUTH is not taught, then the demons of deception are left to do their own things. And all of this sin is goin' on in the church and Joyce is worried about her earrings and which dress to give away so that no one will think $$ is her god? Abortion is goin' on and our country's earth is blood stained and it cries out. Children cry out from the earth, "My Mother killed me with a knife." Oh, they will tell all on judgment day. The death of these children is hidden now. But Payday comes. Judgment day is coming. And all will be told on that Day. God forgive us as a Nation. We have let Shepherds lead us that are poisoning us with a social gospel. And we have let them do it as we haven't wanted to take up His cross and follow Him.
And my Mary's heart is wounded and yet she is a sweet smelling sacrifice to Jesus. I would so much rather that she suffer for righteousness than to suffer for aborting her baby. God forbid that she would ever go to live with a man who wasn't her husband. I pray that she will always search for the truth and for righteousness.
We may get away with the deception told by the women preachers for a while. But you are only fooling yourself. The truth will set the captive free. And to stand on the Truth is hard but it is your answer and freedom.
You will never find of flock of virtuous women. They are usually one here and one there. And usually they have to take a stand and stand pretty much alone. We as believing Mothers must carry the truth in our hearts as keepers at home. And, as truth bearers, as we go, so will go our children and our world.
